To Seeing the Invisible

Desperately neeed nutrition. I can feel my muscles and fats tearing apart. Forced myself Soup Company yesterday, it felt like I ate 2 Chipotle burritos, then I proceeded to throw it all up. This has just been an abysmal week. I might need to go to the doctor again..

You're damn right about "enduring the shit hole of a situation" posted a couple days ago. Because shit is really hitting the fan: I think I have the stomach flu. Yeah, Rachel, you know exactly what that means. It's either that or food poisoning. But case in point, jetlag is not the only thing that's keeping me up. Ughh this fever wont recede, I am dead tired, and everything I eat or drink goes straight through in like 10min, please let this enddd! I seem to be having the worst of luck every semester during finals week. I never thought I would ever be in a situation almost comparable to what happened last semester dead week. Never mind, it's not even close. Either way, life sucks and it needs to get better. Now. And I swear though whatever bullshit bacteria that's shitting with me, you're a feisty one. Get the fuck out.

I'm really feeling the heat now, leaving only 4 days to study for two consecutive finals may not have been a very prudent idea. Of course, jetlag and anoncon comes in to ruin the week, exponentially raising my procrastination levels--things aren't looking too good. Grades will definitely take a hit this semester, but to be honest--and Rachel I hope you agree with me here--flying over to see the wedding was well worth enduring the shit hole of a situation I am in right now. With so many experiences, so many new friends, network opportunities with Google employees (the smartest people I have ever met!), there is not a single ounce of regret in me right now. Ohh man, I want to post so bad right now, but ill resist; I honestly do not have the time right now. As you can see, I'm posting this in lieu of doing anything productive towards my finals. Oh the irony.